I cant believe how tired I was last night. I was dead asleep within minutes of laying my head down. But yesterday was a good day mostly. All except for the time when I was feeling crappy after I ate stuff. I'm not sure why but I'll go through these phases when I'll eat regular or less then normal and then I'll feel really guilty for eating for a few hours afterwords. But I'm okay now for the most part. I looked into the mirror this morning and thought that my body looked fine just the way it is. Any-who, yesterday was Super Bowl Sunday and they had a small party in the day room and ate chips and drank soda while watching the game. But I was only there for about the last 20 minutes of the part 'cause my dad came to visit me and when you have visitors, you're supposed to stay in your room with them. We talked for about the medicine that I'm taking, how I've been doing with treatments, and if I'm well enough to go back home yet. We also played some card games and he got me some new clothes, chocolate, and a new notebook to write in. The best part is the fact that we didn't fight at all. We usually argue or something but this time we didn't. It was a bit surprising but it was good.
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Today was good for the most part. I've been improving more and people have been noticing it too. My doctor and therapist both said so and so has another staff person. Though, my doctor raised to of my meds. One she raised because she thought I needed it and the other one was raised because I asked her to. I did find out that I'll be leaving this place in one or two days probably. That's what my therapist told me when we talked today. So that made me really happy. Also, my doctor put me on level one and that meant that I could go out to the barn with the others and play games for half an hour after dinner. It was really fun. It was kinda like going back to gym class in elementary school. I was also the one who scored the winning goal for my team. Then later during free time, me and another girl were doing a silly penguin dance just because we could. But once we took our evening meds, we ran out of energy and quickly became really tired from sleeping meds.
~AngelCutter
You shouldn't be one of those girls who worry about eating. Your body looks awesome. I like hearing when things are good with your dad. I bet it makes you both happy.
ReplyDeleteI try not to worry but its hard sometimes. Yeah, we're both in a much better mood when we can get along.
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