How can you tell what any girl is thinking? What about the girl standing right in front of you? When her eyes glaze over like that, can you tell what she is thinking? Can you tell that she has just given up on life? She tells you that she's just tired from lack of sleep. But really, she's tired of living. What about the girl sitting in the corner? She's purposely excluding herself from the rest. You might think that she just wants her space or wants to be alone for now, when really she's silently begging for someone to talk to. What about the girl who's always putting on that fake smile? Can you tell that its fake or do you just brush it off and assume that its genuine? Would you ever dare to look into her eyes? And if you do, could you tell that she's scared? Can you really see her? Do you know that you are the one who is causing her fear? You put her on these drugs that have this power over her mind that she really has no control over. But she can feel them in her every minute of the day. And that..scares the life out of her.
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Today I really just can't wake up. It took me forever to fall asleep last night and I couldn't stay asleep for anything. And now I feel like crap. I just want to curl up into a ball and die somewhere. I want to fall into a deep sleep with a never-ending darkness.
~AngelCutter
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