Day 10

Tuesday 1-29-2013

I was looking in the mirror while washing my hands after breakfast this morning and I just started imagining what I would want to look like in a few years. More specifically  the summer after I graduate high school  It was a very detailed look also.I had pin-straight volumized hair with emo-style layers and side-swept bangs. It was parted on the far right side of my head and covered just about half of my face. It was its natural color still but a few inches of the ends were a mixture of green and silver and the length came a little past my shoulders. My makeup was in perfect cat-eyes with black and silver eye shadow that faded together perfectly and paired with reddish-brown lips that matched my nail polish. I also had lots of piercings all over my body mixed with a few tattoo's. I had a tight black tank top on that was cut off just below my ribs matched with black leather shorts that had skulls on the back pockets and a studded belt. Also, I had on some black fishnet leggings and some biker boots that came up to my knees and were extremely comfy. Then I had a black dog collar with spikes, some chains, a pair of finger-less gloves, and all my cool rings. While I was imagining myself in this cool outfit and awesome hair, I also imagined weighing like 20 or more pounds less than I do now. I'm not so comfortable with my body at the moment. Since I've been in this hospital and have stopped starving myself, I've gained a little weight. Its not as much as I weighed before I started starving myself, but it's enough to make me hate how I look.

~AngelCutter