There's a chance that I might be going home today or tomorrow and I guess you could say that I'm nervous and scared but also excited to finally get out of here. I know that my friends will probably be loading me with questions about where I've been and suck. Maybe my teachers will too if they don't already know. But I think that they do know 'cause my school had faxed over some of my homework the other day. I'm kinda scared to go back home though 'cause I'm not sure that I'll be 100% safe back home. Even with my dad making sure that I wont ever be home alone again. I'm thinking that I'll be more like 50% safe at the most. But I am excited because things will finally be close to normal again.At least I'll be back in my my own room with my own bed and I'll get that cup of coffee that I've been craving so much.
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Well, I've found out from my doctor that I'll defiantly be leaving tomorrow. But I still don't know exactly what time yet. I also found out that I have been diagnosed with two disorders. The first one is called Acute Stress Disorder, which is similar to PTSD but not as bad. And the other one is Brief Psychotic Disorder. Right now I only know the basics of what those area all about so I plan to research them as soon as I get home so I know what exactly they think is wrong with me. Also, I plan to research my medicines too so I know what they're doing to me. I'm the type of person who believes that knowledge is power.
~AngelCutter
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