To far gone

Your jumping in
And letting go
You're giving up all hope
Of staying afloat

Your muscles are weak
But you don't care anymore
You give in 
To the weight of the world
Then sink deeper and deeper
Until you just cant take 
The pressure no more

You're suffocating slowly
With your own hands
Wrapped around your neck

The longer you cant breathe
The more you panic
And  the more you panic
The tighter you squeeze 

Death stands above you
And whispers into your ear
As you take the pen
And write one last letter

Down one last bottle
That's all it would take
Slip into the shower
And wash your sins away
With that razor

Blood is thicker than water
But they both fill the tub 

Your vision blurs 
As you sink down
And drown in your own pain

Your father knocks on the door
But it's already to late
Your spirit is free 
And he just lost whats left
Of his little girl

No matter how hard they tried
Or how many drugs they gave her
Nobody could save her 
From herself

In the very beginning
She was already
To far gone

~AngelCutter