Well....

I'm going back to the mental hospital tonight. Bye for now

I want

Me

New Hair

My hair

I've decided how I want to dye my hair this next time. First I'll need black hair dye, some hair bleach, and a bunch of tiny hair bands. I'm first gonna dye all of my hair black again. Then after it's washed, dried, and straightened, I'm gonna take the hair bands and make a million tiny braids all over the front and top of my head. Then once that's done, I'm gonna take the hair bleach and randomly bleach about half of the braids. I'm hoping that once all that is done, my hair is washed, and the braids are taken out, that my hair will look really awesome.

~AngelCutter

I drove

I drove for the first time yesterday. Yay! Well, I didn't really drive, I just backed up a truck about 15 feet. But it still counts as driving in my book and is probably considered illegal if a cop were to catch me 'cause I don't have my learners permit yet. I don't care though, it's not the first time I've broken the law and probably wont be the last. Hehe, I'm a bad girl.

~AngelCutter

Court

Last Wednesday I had to go to court because they decided to add a few things to my bond conditions after I was put in the hospital again last Sunday for taking a bunch of pills. They added that I must not attempt to kill myself and that I must not have any self harmful behaviors. The public defender, aka the guy that's supposed to be on my side, made a direct threat to me that if I do anything that is self harmful, they will lock me up in Vicky Douglass. Vicky Douglass is a juvenile detention center. They say that they're just doing this to keep me safe but I think that this is a bunch of bull shit. They're taking away my rights and getting away with it too because I'm underage. I'm so pissed. This isn't fair. They don't understand that I'm addicted to cutting, I cant just stop at once. And frankly, I don't plan to stop. They can just lock me up one of these days. I don't give a shit anymore.

~AngelCutter