Court

Last Wednesday I had to go to court because they decided to add a few things to my bond conditions after I was put in the hospital again last Sunday for taking a bunch of pills. They added that I must not attempt to kill myself and that I must not have any self harmful behaviors. The public defender, aka the guy that's supposed to be on my side, made a direct threat to me that if I do anything that is self harmful, they will lock me up in Vicky Douglass. Vicky Douglass is a juvenile detention center. They say that they're just doing this to keep me safe but I think that this is a bunch of bull shit. They're taking away my rights and getting away with it too because I'm underage. I'm so pissed. This isn't fair. They don't understand that I'm addicted to cutting, I cant just stop at once. And frankly, I don't plan to stop. They can just lock me up one of these days. I don't give a shit anymore.

~AngelCutter