I'm sick...I think

Coffee, water, and one cracker that I was forced to eat when my history teacher sent me to the nurses office during 5^th period today is all that I’ve eaten since last Thursday. I’ve been really sick, but I’m not sure why. I don’t have a fever, I feel normal, and I don’t feel sick. I just can’t eat. My stomach hurts 50% of the day, mostly after I try to drink something. I’ve attempted to eat something a few times but as soon as I smelled any food, it was game over. And most of the time when I drink some coffee, it doesn’t matter how week I make it, I usually end up puking afterwards or coming very close to puking. Sometimes I can suppress the need to vomit after drinking something by chewing gum but that doesn’t work to often. It’s possible that the reason why my stomach is acting up is because of so much stress. Finals were last week and I busted my but on those so I would pass all my classes this semester. Which I think I did. And then other stresses because of more personal reasons that I really cant, or don’t want to, say on my blog. Or I could just be having these problems from getting punched in the stomach area. Or it could be both reasons. I don’t know for sure, I’m not a doctor. Today at school during lunchtime, I just sat at the table with my lil’ group of friends like always but I didn’t even get lunch. Just smelling the greasy crap that they were serving today made me nauseous. I wanted to puke so badly but I had nothing in my stomach to puke, so it just made it hurt so bad. As we were walking back to class I was getting so dizzy, I had to stop a few times and ended up making a detour to the bathroom where I vomited what I think was blood and stomach acid or something. That which caused me to be a few minutes to class and as soon as I finished explaining to my teacher why I was late, he already was writing a pass for me to go to the nurse. I told him that I was fine and that I could still do my work, but he insisted and I didn’t argue much considering he chose to ignore when I said “the nurse wont do shit” right in front of him. Any form of cursing could get me suspended if caught by a teacher. After I told the nurse everything and she forced me to eat a cracker, she had me weigh myself and after double checking, it said I weighed only 125. This means I lost nearly 15 pounds since I haven’t eaten. Honestly, I was in shock. I knew I’ve lost some weight from it but I didn’t think it was that much. I mean, it’s only been 4 days. That’s like 3 pounds a day. Crazy for sure. But I should be better soon. All I can really do right now is sit back and rest until what ever is wrong with my stomach fixes itself. And if it doesn’t…I guess I’ll just end up back in the hospital again and they’ll figure out what’s wrong. Its not like I have any other choices right now other than trying to force myself to eat, and that’s not gonna happen any time soon.

~AngelCutter